See the Changes

   I am on journey.  I suppose everyone is on a journey but I am now acutely aware of that journey.  Most recently it has been a journey inside my mind and memory to meet some of the players who influence me.  There is this five year old in me.  She is damn cute.  So open, so curious, big eyes observing everything.  She is playful but has already learned to be cautious.  She has already decided that is is safer to be more silent than noisy.  She has already realized that blending in and not being seen is the safe way to go.  She watches intently.  She has seen the changes.  She knows she can't be in my life again until she feels safe and protected. 

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Crosby Still and Nash:  See the Changes

She has seen me changing
It ain't easy rearranging
And it gets harder as you get older
Farther away as you get closer

And I don't know the answer
Does it even matter?
I'm wonderin' how

......

Seems like something out of a dream
I had years ago yes, I remember screaming
Nobody laughing all the good times
Getting harder to come by without weeping

Now I have someone
She has seen me changing
And it gets harder as you get older
And farther away