Sunday, May 2, 2010
Is it true?
I get grief for this but sometimes I feel as if all the surprises are done - all the good surprises, that is. There are lots of bad surprises waiting to happen but when you get past the college and career decisions, the marriage and kids days, where can you find surprises? Yes, there can be pleasures and daily pleasant moments - I get that - but how about moments of intense joy or excitement? Maybe I will be surprised but when I scan the future (which I seldom do) I see a collage of same old same old days. For a few years here I will keep going to work every day. And that's a good thing...... overall, I love my work and it brings lots of satisfying/challenging moments. But it isn't a surprise. I will enjoy plenty of laughter with friends and family. I expect to have a few travel adventures and relish plenty of good books, good music and a few good movies. People tell me that grandchildren can be delicious and perhaps I will have the opportunity to discover that. But I thrive on the highs in life - the way highs - and, admittedly, I am plagued by the lows in life. I both love and hate the roller coaster that is life but if I have to be in the trough, then I want to ride a crest too.